Sunday, September 28, 2014

A sacred time of answered prayers, miracles, blessings and healing

It is such a magical time that we find ourselves in. The air you breathe, the rich earth under your feet, the energy surging through your being is super charged with potent prana. Great beings, ascended masters, angels, gurus, all beings of light are ever present, behind no veil, here, ready to serve you!

We are currently in the middle, in between and beginning a whole lot of powerful Kundalini Yoga meditations. 

On the 26 August we chanted 2.5 hours of long "Ek Ong Kars", in honour of Yogi Bhajans birthday.  A mantra that is said to be the quickest path to liberation.  Between Yogi Bhajans birthday and the day he died, 6 October, is a divinely orchestrated 40 days! Currently we  are chanting the "Ardas Bhae" mantra (for answered prayers) and "Guru Ram Das" chant as part of a global meditation over these 40 days (go to Spirit Voyage for more info) 

THEN on the 6 October we honour the day Yogi Bhajan died by chanting" Guru Guru Wahe Guru Guru Ram Das Guru" to coincide with the exact time he died 10 years ago.  We begin the mantra 16 minutes before the time of his passing at 8.50 pm MDT ( go to 3HO. org for the times and more info) It is a 31 minute meditation.

3 days later, 9 October, we honour the birth of Guru Ram Das, Yogi Bhajans Guru, who is associated with miracles, healing and blessings.  On this day we rise in the ambrosial hours, 2.5 hours before the sun rises and chant the Dhan Dhan Ram Das Guru mantra for 2.5 hours.

Take this opportunity to dip into, harness, tap into, merge with this sacred flow of energy that these great and mighty beings of absolute light bring.

Let us practice, chant, meditate collectively, no matter where we are on the planet.  Let our souls rise, sing, merge and expand in unison.

May you always be blessed
May you always know the light that you are
May you always trust that light
May your soul represent a beacon of light, of hope in this magnificently pulsating infinite universe.
Sat Nam

I wrote this following poem in honour of all these great Yogi beings past, present and future, for they live in us and through us.

Yogi

Oh most divine yogi
in humble reverence I bow before your wisdom

Your light that speaks in silent tongues
touches my essence
and lifts me beyond all dull
dense
duality

The Gu in Ru pulls me in rhythmic waves
out of my darkness
quickly into my brightest light
spinning prisms of singing colour dive and dance
as you follow your sacred breath into and out of your rose scented body

Divine amrit seeps from your skin
dripping in an endless flow
into sweet deep
moving
magnetic
pools

Your perfect posture
and presence
washes me clean
as I rest on the banks of your vast mystical river


*Guru - that which guides us from a state of unconsciousness to consciousness, a state of darkness to light
*amrit - sacred healing nectar

 

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Overcome

I went for a walk in the forest today. A forest I have been walking in for many years, but haven't walked in for a good while.  As I deepened into the familiar paths, I was overcome with a deep sadness. 

My daughter and I have walked these paths hundreds of times before, since she was a little girl.  She is currently dealing with deep internal challenge! I see her struggle with herself, with her world, every day. As I walked I heard her lightness, her spirit, her innocence, her laughter. In this playground she used to search for gnomes and faeries, mossy men and wild mushrooms, under unfurling ferns, between cracked rocks, hollow tree trunks and next to streams.

 Tears streamed as I walked with these memories. Time moves so quickly and waits for none of us.  Everything is now. NOW.

 Allowing space and freedom for all feelings to rise, surface, breathe and subside...this is what came...



Overcome
walking the paths
your little firm feet used to follow

overcome
by the familiar scents and sounds

frog songs
baboon bark
water whisper
envelop me in waves of nostalgia

overcome
recalling this flood of memories
 I sit on wet earth cushioned with pine needle beds
crunchy old leaves
bark bits and branches

butterflies and gnats wizz and whirl in soft forest light
poetically perfect

a wild array of trees in all shades of green
lean in and wrap themselves around my bleeding heart
as your earth swallows my silent tears

alone

just pulse
breath
eyes and skin

I hear your happy heart songs trickle down the tannin stained stream
I hear your muted freedom songs echo in the breeze

alone

Saturday, August 16, 2014

perfection

This moment is sacred perfection. The wind that howls in currents between frog songs, dog talk and kitchen plate sounds soothes me. The sun and moon know their majestic ancient dance that still dazzles. They witness my smile, my awe, my silence, as they paint my sky.

I merge into this one moment and let it live wholeheartedly in its split second of foreverness. 

Thursday, August 14, 2014

ContrastsGiftsHealingTrust

Yesterday was struck by sharp contrasts. Every Tuesday I walk into the hard, bland courtyard of ward 20, the high security male forensic ward at Valkenberg Psychiatric Hospital.

Most days are uneventful, save for a few more than interesting engagements. This Tuesday we were greeted by a water flooded courtyard floor, apparently a patient beat someone up, they used a hosepipe to wash the blood away. The overflow had spilled into our yoga space, we had to tip toe through the bloody puddle to get into the room. They couldn't find a mop to clean it, like the time one of the patients dug his fingernails into my skin and they couldn't find a plaster for the cut, like the time one of the patients died because they couldn't get to the resuscitation machine in time, as there were a barage of gates, locks and doors between them.

From my spot on the mat I face the door we slipped through. I do not miss the blood laced footprints that pattern the floor of the room around our mats as we do our yoga.

Earlier that morning I found myself giving Reiki to a woman at the gym who had had a massive panic attack while in a spinning class.

Post teaching my first morning class I decided to have a coffee. Generally on Tuesdays my ritual is to have a sauna after the yogaing, not very yogic, but my Tuesday ritual!

Next to me, on her back, on the adjoining couch was a woman speaking in panicked whispered tones to a biokeneticist and a gym staff member.  I knew instantly that she was having a panic attack, my hands started pulsing with heat and all I wanted to do was place them on her. I waited, drank my coffee, and distracted myself with my phone until I couldn't wait a moment longer.

I walked up to them, knelt down and asked if she didn't mind if I asked what had happened.  She said "You do Reiki" I said "Yes!" The two men looked at each other and said " Oh you know each other" we said "NO!" 

She asked me to put my hands on her heart. She took my one hand and placed it onto her racing chest and gently rested her one hand over mine. Her tears rivered, tremors rippled through her body and her heart rate started to slow. I tuned into the powerful rush of energy moving through me and allowed its flow.

I never doubt the divine flow of life. We are always at the right place at the perfectly right and divine time for the lessons we need to learn, teach and share. Always.

The fun part was that they were monitoring her heart rate as my hands rested on her body, it visibly started to drop, she started to calm.  This beautifully intuitive woman said she could feel me sitting on the couch next to her, she couldn't see me, but knew I could help her. She intuitively  knew I did Reiki, a beautifully delicious and rich moment of connection. Once she softened and dropped deeper into her body I gave her the amazing, ancient and healing Sitali Pranayama to practice.  It is a blessing to share these teachings that we have at our disposal as healing tools on our path, as we negotiate and process our lives that are full to the brim with glowing gifts disguised as deep, dark, insurmountable challenges for us to wade through and ultimately transcend.  Yogi Bhajan said to:
  "keep crossing the crisis" ultimately he taught that eventually you will win!

Crisis and challenge will come. How do we choose to negotiate them? How do we choose to face them?

 I love the situations that unfold as gifts that continually allow me to deepen into trust.

Thank you life
Sat Nam

Saturday, August 9, 2014

war

War

The external trauma, pain, insane injustice and war always a deeply uncomfortable and direct reflection of our wild and raging internal wars. A
collective unconscious psychic battleground has been manifested into being.

To me it feels like this war has woken more people up, uncomfortably shaking humanity awake. What has it called us to do? People aee speaking up and out! People are communicating, meditating, praying. People are pulling together and demonstrating our connectedness,  compassion and oneness!

Yesterday initiated by Deepak Chopra over 100 000 people from all over the world simultaneously meditated together. Would we have been drawn to do this without this war?

It has blazingly brought issues to the surface again. Why are innocent people still  fighting the wars of unconscious world leaders?

We have had enough! We want peace.We want to heal the open wounds of our collective consciousness, the wounds, pain and trauma of our ancestors and humanity. We can do this. We are doing this.  As we work consciously on ourselves we heal not only ourselves but 7 generations before us and 7 generations ahead of us.  The spiritual growing pains of this process may feel like labour,  may feel like giving birth, may feel like death, because it is all of those things and it will affect you on all layers and levels of your body and being. Keep walking, running, breathing, moving, dancing, yogaing, meditating into through and beyond all of it. Keep tuning into your breath,  into the wisdom of your body,  the wisdom of your soul.    It feels like this shifting we are doing will be worth it.  I trust it will.